Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.

The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.

About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.

One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.

Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.

But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.

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Sydney Taylor
Sydney Taylor

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